Why is it that ordinary people are looked at as more interesting than ones of more substance? I don’t think I’ll ever find an answer to that. Not one that will satisfy me anyways.
You know, I’m extremely wrapped up in all of my mundane problems with anxiety and depression but when I look at the sky everything just fades. No matter what the problem, it all just gets whisked away with the present clouds. I could stare at the sky forever and just watch the clouds pass or the stars fade in and out. There’s something so calming about it. Maybe it’s because it puts things in a clearer perspective. That no matter how bad everything seems I’m still so tiny compared to the rest of the universe. I’m just a grain of sand. A simple over-looked grain of sand.
It’s so easy for me to just get lost in the sky and think about what it would be like to just float away. Sometimes it feels like I am. I just close my eyes and it feels as if my soul is rising straight from my chest.
Who would’ve thought a huge gradient of sapphire could bring me such serenity.
Such beauty in the firmament. That is, if I believed in such a thing.