And I claim I’m not excited with my life any more So I blame this town, this job, these friends The truth is it’s myself And I’m trying to understand myself and pinpoint where i am When I finally get it figured out I’ve change the whole damn plan Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight Talking shit about a pretty sunset Blanketing opinions that I’ll probably regret soon I’ve changed my mind so much I cant even trust it My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself
“Love is when you can’t be apart from someone for too long. You’re always thinking of them, and when you’re with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It’s quite complex. It’s a mix of about everything. It’s sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it’s almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love when you find it, it’s that person that when they smile it brightens up your day, you can’t stop staring at them for fear of losing them, they’re always on your mind, you daydream of being with them, even if they’re less than 20 feet away. And you can’t stand it when they’re not with you, the worst feeling you could ever feel is when you know that person you love is not with you. You can’t tell when love will happen, you just know when it does, that moment when you first lay eyes on that person, and you never want to look away. That is love, nothing less.”—(via poeticheartache)
“To build a world of rocks and chaos. What it’s going to be, I don’t know. Even after all the rushing around, where we’ve ended up is the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night. And maybe knowing isn’t the point. Where we’re standing right now, in the ruins in the dark, what we build could be anything.”—
when you stop feeding your brain does the air thin too?
convinced that the grass is greener, i’m wondering why i haven’t left yet. seems like the roads stretch out like veins. everywhere is a new opportunity but with tired eyes and tired bones i’m left stranded. is a cup caught suspended falling or rising? it’s as if nothing were tangible. haphazard thoughts dance feverishly in my head. drill a hole and set them free.